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This was me having a blast on the water but today life is much different, I thought drinking was a beautiful life to my surprises it was not to be like that and had no ideas it would turn out the way it is now.
I little voice said to me
"Hello…just in case you forgot me..I am your disease..To all who come in contact with me, I wish you death and i wish you suffering. Allow me to introduce myself. I am the disease of Alcohol addiction"
I am cunning, baffling and powerful. You think you can control me and you won’t and never will with the thinking .. oh, just a little.. one more time. I am cunning, baffling, and powerful. That’s me. I have killed millions and I am pleased. I love to catch you with the element of surprise. I love pretending that I am your lover and friend. I have given you comfort, haven’t I? Wasn’t I there when you were lonely? When you wanted to die didn’t you call on me? I was there! I love to make you hurt, I love to make you cry. Better yet, I love to make you so numb you can neither hurt nor cry. I love it when you can’t feel anything at all. This is true gratification, and all that I ask from you is long-term suffering. I’ve been there for you always. When things were going right in your life, you invited me, and you said you don’t deserve these good things, and I was the only one who would agree with you.
Together we were able to destroy all the good things in your life. People don’t take me seriously. They take strokes, heart attacks even diabetes seriously. Fools! Without my help these things would not be possible. I am such a hated disease and yet I do not come uninvited. You choose to have me.
So many have chosen me over reality and peace..More than you hate me I hate all of you who have a 12 step program. Your program, Your meeting, Your Higher Power…all of these things weaken me, and I can’t function in the manner that I am accustomed to. Now, I must lie here quietly, You don’t see me, but I am growing . When you only exist, I may live and when you live I may only exist but I am here. And, until we meet again, if we meet again, I wish you death and suffering. Just for today, I wish to say goodbye old friend.
Just a note to the problem drinker, I lost my Father June 15th 2015 to Kidney Disease this last fathers day, After he lasted 4 years longer then anyone on me and my family could have imagined.
ALL Due to Drinking
Please take a look at this Kidney Disease info: Click Here!